I felt the rise of that old familiar feeling. I hated it. I welcomed it.
such a marvellous wedding. such a beautiful bride. hopefully some good photos and.... strangely enough, we both chose similar guys. its only that she's married now, and i am... well. let's stop this before it goes too far.

special thanks to Lana Novosad, for everything, really. Doing everything from scratch, when you don't even have to it is a great quality. unless you dive in all that and start tell yourself you are not appreciated enough/everything could have been better/blah blah.